Waking up behind

I woke up this morning at 4:30 am. I wasn't really ready to be up, but the brain started working and I couldn't shut it off. It's the first day of school for the kids, soccer all gets going this week (I coach two teams), and I also remembered something I was supposed to have done but haven't at work - something with a big looming deadline...

I hate waking up feeling like I'm already behind. It's such a sinking feeling. Pressure, impeding doom, worry... I got out of the house and into the office and started making calls - would you believe nothing is going according to plan! The people I need aren't in yet, things are still half done and behind...

But then... It will be okay. It will all be alright. I'll survive. God's mission will go forth. At some point the day will turn around, right? Happy Tuesday everyone...